i've come to the conclusion...

i think i expect too much from people..seems like Im always feeling let down or dissapointed in friends especially these days.

Since it's a few people and not just one, either i cant choose friends i can depend on or im over reacting, and getting dissapointed for nothing.

I'll go with B, because it's too ridiculous..the number of people that have let me down in the past month or so.

Dont ever expect anything from anyone..except from yourself ....(thats such a sad way to live though ><)

it's prolly just me..

Talk about passive aggressive hey...i think its okay though, this is the reason why xanga was created.

side note:happy 20th em..love ya girl

"If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with..." -Unknown

..thats true, thats true.

WHAT A EVENTFUL SUMMER THIS IS...

How come the people I love are so far away from me?

Who ever made up the equation: busy +busy= too busy to remember those you miss so much are full of shit.

busy+busy= stressed out, falling apart, always tired

busy+busy= (                   all of the above              )+ still missing them all so much that my heart aches so incredibly much.

so basically..i made my life a living hell by taking on all this extra stuff and theres nothing i can do about it but suck it up for a while.

thought the hurt would start to disappear..but it seems to just get stronger by each pasing day.

what the hell am i doing.

miss u soo much.

haha i think i was on anger pills wen i wrote that.

oh well, u get the 100 percent non edited xanga entries that u wanna read all about rite?

k..back to werking on my essay..sighhh~